Friday, April 07, 2006
hmm, not been updating lately.. cos suddenly it seems like so many things are happenin ard mi, 240306 ( our 10 month anniversary), in the middle of the nite about 3 am plus, someone smsed mi, told mi that, my dear baby soldier, met an accident in camp.. i couldn't believe at first, i thot it was april fool joke though it's still early to april.. then i smsed back and found that, it was the truth, he had an accident and he's admitted in the hospital.. i couldn't sleep, i was shock, i didn't cry, i guess i didn't know how to react then, i was worried for his condition.. i jus stayed awake for the whole nite, hopin that mornin arrives fast so that i can rush to the hospital to see him..
abt 8am plus, dear rang mi up in the hospital, using the hospital phone, he told mi , he had a small deep cut at his chin and he broke his wrist, i thot oh~, small cut plus a fracture on wrist only, nothin else.. i wanted to meet him fast.. at 10 plus, met his family and yufan they all.. and off we go to the hos... when we reach ther, he was sent to CT scan.. and i heard that he had concusion, loss of memory, i was worried sick. we waited for some time.. ahh.. finally. he's out.. oh gosh~ the first time i saw his face i was shock.. ahhH~~ it was terrible . half of his face, the skin was peeled off. and over the phone he told me he only have a small deep cut on his chin.. i look at him, he's a bit blur, he was a bit confused.. he told mi alot of things when he was in a daze, he said things like, "i really love u alot, i'm sorry for the things i do and said to hurt u, i love u .. i feel terrible when u're not beside mi.. " i felt so sad suddenly..the first day when i visit him, i went back by his friend's car, i cant; hold back my tears, i cried silently in his car.. i dunno why, i feel terrible..
for the rest of the days, he remain almost like that, but of course a bit better off.. he also went for surgery.. he came out , he was well.. thank God. i didn't noe how to cope with both my studies and relationship, i told myself i must concentrate on my studies cos my exams jus next week. but i can't, if i never visit him, i totally cannot concentrate, i really hope i can pass my exams...
now he's at home recuperating, and finally my exams are over.. i'm still meetin him .. most of the time.. =) our relationship became even better after this whole lot of thing happen.. much sweeter and more love..^^
- [v]alleriSaYs:
